i'm not a perfect person...there's many things i wish i didn't do...

I'm feeling good today. Kind of going through band camp withdrawl. I miss it dearly. I did practice Echano and Land of Make Believe which kind of helped, but I still miss it a LOT. :( Oh well. Rehearsals every Wednesday and Saturday and lessons on Thursdays. So at least I have *something* to do. And that free time leaves me time to read my required book for school, which I've barely gotten into. I think I'm on page 40? out of like 288. fail. Oh well. I'll get through it. Luckily it's not as boring as the Hobbit. That book made me wanna shoot myself in the faceeee. haha.

The picture at the right is one I took this morning around 5 AM. I woke up and couldn't sleep so I decided I'd let my dog out to go pee. When I got to the door, I realized it looked pretty cool out there and decided to take a picture(:
It's not that great, but whatever. :)

As for tonight, I have no plans. Just chilling I guess. Tomorrow at noon I start outpatient therapy. Supposedly going to be intense? I guess I have some major issues to be worked out. :/


"and all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away, and be the one who catches all your tears..."


It's okay. I'll stay strong. I gotta get through this thing. I'm going to beat my depression before it beats me. (:

Just one more thing I wanna share:
I love my friends. If they weren't here to help me through this stuff, I don't know what I'd do. They mean the world to me.

xoxoxo
Katie